Gail “Gayatri” Tredwell was there every step of the way—from early devotee to head “Far more than a cautionary tale, Holy Hell is a captivating, heart-rending, . 8 Dec Amma’s former personal attendant of 20 years Gail (Gayatri) Tredwell published her autobiography of her life with Amma entitled “Holy Hell: A. 19 Mar holy hell gail tredwell holy hell amma 13 holy hell by gail tredwell gail tredwell holy hell book holy hell gayathri gayathridevis book reg amma.

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Praise for Holy Hell

On that day, Amma will welcome her back with open arms and with complete acceptance and understanding. The everyone out there becomes the one presence within and without. I applaud the author for being holly to expose the “man behind the curtain” while not downplaying her own behaviors and choices.

I find that there was no devotion or surrender on her part. So no doubt it is the sensationalism which sells the book.

Gail Tredwell

It is easy to see her being preyed upon. What training has she had in her spiritual path? Petition against media organizations, others”.

The mainstream media of Kerala was reluctant to report allegations made in the book. You have judged the author. I always feel very bad when see people worship these type of living God. We have spirituality which you can believe in or not but neither of those choices make it real for you.


However, if this book forces future fence-sitters on spiritualism to have a rethink, it will have more than served its purpose. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: I do not believe in god as a concrete entity, but only as a human concept: Exploring how the lines of your identity and personal freedom can be catastrophically blurred in a quest to seek a connection with god.

Embezzling The World: Holy Hell – What life was like for Amma’s personal attendant of 20 years!

Links regarding recovered-memory therapy: I do wonder why Tredwell took so long to come forward. I didn’t think this book was amazingly well written, but the story was rivetting. Gail is an amazing writer, a courageous spirit, a moral inspiration, and her journey of recovering from codependency and finding her own truth has been life changing to read.

Nov 01, Yudron rated it it was amazing. While reading this book, however, I was adamant that my prejudices should not inform my view. The Story Thousands of Westerners came to India in the seventies. The book alleges that a senior follower of the ashram, Balu, had a forced sexual relationship with the author for many years.

Her periodic rapes by Balu smacks more of consensual sex while she was not in full faculty of mind, rather than forcible.


At the end ofI made my daring escape from the organization and fled to Hawaii. She is even sexually abused by a Senior Sanyasi in the Ashram named Balu who has an affair with Amma herself. The goly popular posts of Embezzling The World Many ex-devotees and critical opinions What happened in ? This is what he told me: See the hholy at the end of this review. Jun 16, Tulsi rated it liked it.

Now people is saying it’s all false storyIf you make a complaint, at least police will enquire about this and if its true they gaytari shut down this place Please send a compliant to First of all thanks for sharing your dreadful experience with us.

There have been determined efforts to dethrone her from her lofty perch, allegations of financial and other misdeeds at her hfll, but so far none have been proven. In this book, Amma doesn’t appear favourably at all. Refresh and try again. Witnessed Amma inflicting violence on others.

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